Weakness and failure
Perfectionism
Demanding that we do everything without errors, with a pressure that exhausts and paralyzes.
What the Bible can tell you
Don't be overly righteous, neither make yourself overly wise. Why should you destroy yourself?
Ecclesiastes 7:16
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls.
Matthew 11:29
Not that I have already obtained, or am already made perfect; but I press on, that I may take hold of that for which also I was taken hold of by Christ Jesus.
Philippians 3:12
A human reading
Wanting to do things well is valuable, but perfection is not a condition for being loved. The text speaks of a light yoke. Accepting your process reduces the pressure a lot.
This page offers reflection and companionship; it does not replace a professional. If what you feel weighs heavily or lasts for weeks, talk with someone you trust or with a health professional.